一眨眼圣诞就过了。一个本是外国人的节日被中国人搞得惊天动地的，连台湾居然都要地震一下来凑个热闹。不过这倒好，一地震闹得彭博社和和记黄埔全都罢工了，Bloomberg和Blackberry全都用不了，便宜了像viola这样的女人，闲得此女直去逛周大福……不过给自己买钻戒这样的事本姑娘也不是没想过，就差沦落到行动那一天了……

 

听说有同事在台湾旅游，电话email全收不到，正好落得清静，怪不错的。想想周末在海南由于小黑莓没电也过了3天没有email的日子，说实话还真有点不习惯。人被折磨时间长了是不是就自然有点被虐狂了呢？真是人类的劣根性……

 

不过，大伙都记好了，以后holiday就要选那种电话email都收不到的穷乡僻壤的地方。革命先辈血的教训……

 

以前总还觉得圣诞是个挺有格调的节日，不过年纪大了也没啥想法了。回家几天全奉献给国粹事业了。从麻将桌上下来的时候突然反应过来，哦，原来圣诞就这样过了。

 

收到了Nana同学的圣诞礼物。很漂亮。谢谢亲爱的。你的礼物改天再补吧。出来混，总是会还的。

 

Holiday mood弥漫的office，可怜兮兮的几个人里真正干活的也没几个。这样的圣诞，挺好的。

 

方程式一：

 

女人=吃饭+睡觉+花钱

 

猪=吃饭+睡觉

 

---> 女人-花钱=猪

 

方程式二：

 

男人=吃饭+睡觉+赚钱

 

猪=吃饭+睡觉

 

--->男人-赚钱=猪

 

 

真理啊真理……

 

你丫回来了居然也不出声！！！签证办了没有？？？！！！

 

看到此文速回电！

 

那天聊天的时候说，其实最近的生活并不尽然是郁闷。也没那么多郁闷的事，只是比较混乱而已。生活总是在不经意的时候就进入了一个莫名其妙混乱的阶段，什么事都不太顺。

讨厌这种混乱的生活，讨厌混乱的自己。

本来有很多的东西想说，乱糟糟的堆在心里，又懒得写了。

只是想说，其实，应该知足。

你好么？

 

我不好。

 

还活着。

 

因为死不了。

 

总不至于为了一个男人去死吧？那也太颓废了。

 

其实也没有真的那么深爱着一个人，却也不知道为什么那么心痛。

 

他说，this is the right thing to do.

 

其实也是，大限已到。一个错误的开始怎么可能会有正确的结尾？

 

Do the right thing. Just do it.

 

我看起来真的是刀枪不入的女子么？

 

那就假装刀枪不入的活着吧。

 

先捅自己一刀，看看疼不疼。

 

 

2个月。我知道这一天会来，只是不知道这一天真的来得这么快。

 

是自己选择在未结疤的伤口上再狠狠刺上一刀的，却痛得我几乎忘记了怎么去呼吸。站在一个没有人的角落里哭得浑身发抖，我觉得自己真是一个没用到极点的废物。

 

想起那些曾经被我伤害过的人，我知道这是报应。

 

所谓轮回。

 

 

UBS INVESTMENT BANK ACTS AS JOINT GLOBAL COORDINATOR, JOINT BOOKRUNNER, JOINT LEAD MANAGER AND JOINT SPONSOR ON US$2.1 BILLION INITIAL PUBLIC OFFERING FOR CHINA COMMUNICATIONS CONSTRUCTION COMPANY LIMITED

On 9 December 2006, China Communications Construction Company Limited ("CCCC"), the leading transportation infrastructure group in China, successfully priced its US$2.1 billion (HK$16.1 billion) Initial Public Offering ("IPO"), with an over-allotment option to increase the size of the offering to US$2.4 billion (HK$18.5 billion) on the Hong Kong Stock Exchange ("HKSE"). UBS acted as Joint Global Coordinator, Joint Bookrunner, Joint Lead Manager and Joint Sponsor.

This IPO is a landmark transaction representing the largest ever equity offering from the infrastructure / transportation construction sector in Asia ex-Japan. This transaction makes CCCC the first jumbo infrastructure construction company to be listed on HKSE and attract a premium multiple. CCCC was marked as a proxy to China's booming transportation infrastructure market and a leader both in China and globally in its main businesses, i.e. infrastructure construction, infrastructure design, dredging and port machinery manufacturing. This created significant demand from both leading global institutional investors and Hong Kong retail investors.

Transaction Highlights:
- The largest ever equity offering from the infrastructure / transportation construction sector in Asia ex-Japan
- The first Jumbo Chinese construction company to be listed overseas and the only one of its kind to be listed on HKSE
- The first central government controlled SOE undertaking a whole group listing
- Most efficient execution led by UBS in a 9-month accelerated timetable, which enabled CCCC to capture the favorable market window

The deal was highly successful and priced at the top of range, at HK$4.60 per H share, representing 18.0x 2007 forecasted earnings per share (based on JGCs' consensus estimates). The transaction received overwhelming demand from investors in all regions. The Hong Kong Public Offer was 220x oversubscribed, which triggered maximum (20%) clawback. International tranche was 110x covered on a post clawback, excluding cornerstones basis. Based on the Offer Price of HK$4.60 per share, the market capitalisation of CCCC is approximately US$8,448 million (HK$65,780 million).

About CCCC:
CCCC is a leading transportation infrastructure group in China primarily engaged in the infrastructure construction, infrastructure design, dredging and port machinery manufacturing businesses. It is the largest port construction company and a leader in road and bridge construction in China; it is the leading port, road and bridge design company in China; it is the largest dredging company in China and the third largest in the world basing on the dredging capacity; it is also the largest manufacturer of container cranes in the world, accounting for approximately 74% of the global quayside container crane market share in terms of units ordered in the 12 months ended June 2006.

 

There was one night, he said, I have decided to move on, and I have moved on. I hope you can do the same.

 

I hope so. I just can't. I know this is stupid, but I'm still at where I was.

 

Maybe, in my deep heart, I just refuse to move on. I told myself not to call any more but whenever I wanted to, I called and feel like a complete idiot afterwards.

 

Maybe, it's really the time to move on. Move on, tell me how.

 

 

昨天出门的时候只随手套上了一件衬衫。晚上从公司走出来的时候飕飕的凉风吹得我不禁打了个冷战。

 

回到家里打开电视，把整个人裹在被子里还是觉得手脚冰凉。终于发现家里的空调竟然只有制冷的功能。想起在大洋彼岸也有一个同样是手脚冰凉的女人。被我们称为冷血动物的同一类人。

 

晚饭的时候端上桌的是一碗奶白色的鱼汤。那样的白，温暖得令我想流泪。

 

多希望冬天别来。我想，这一定是个难熬的冬天。

 

本想在12月2日写点什么的。只是，打开电脑的时候日期那一栏赫然写着12月3日。而且，还是无法修改的。就像人生中有很多的时刻，很多的事情，过去了，就不再回来。

 

12月2日，是一个人的生日。对他说生日快乐的时候他笑着说，连她都忘了。我除了笑，也不知该给怎样的表情。

 

12月2日，是姐和姐夫结婚的日子。发现当伴娘也不是什么容易的差事，一天下来脚都没知觉了。想想当新娘子就更不是一件容易的事情了。可是，看着新娘子手上1.08克拉的大钻戒闪闪的晃眼的时候，还是明白为什么每一个女人都渴望着这么一天。只有这个日子，全世界的人都围着你转，而你是这个世界上最漂亮和最幸福的女人。为了这么一天，再苦再累又算得了什么。

 

在抛花球的时候，我在想，如果我接到了该说些什么。还没等我反应过来，花球就落在了旁边一个满脸幸福的小女人手上。

 

有些东西，该是你的就是你的。不该是你的，永远也不是你的。只是我至今还是在挂念着一些不属于我的东西。

 

1800。有两个人的blog上都不约而同的表达了对这个项目的不舍。于我，又何尝不是？对于某些事物的感情，也许是由时间和付出沉积起来的。正如对于一些人，亦是如此。

 

12月。这一年又快过去了。说不上来这是一个怎样的年份，只是希望至少，能不用带着这一年的悲伤走进下一个新年。